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JakBaronKing
"The best way to change the world is to first change yourself."

Age 37, Male

Inside my own mind.......

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Realization! I am ALIVE! And I have a chance to make something of myself and for others.

Posted by JakBaronKing - December 22nd, 2012


This is truly an inspirational Flash animation.

Kay people...I've been going over some 'biz' and I gotta say. Been feeling kinda depressed with all the shit that's been going on. I've just been absorbing myself in all the chaos and idiotic conflicts that it's been taking a tax on my spirit.

Here's an example....The Westboro Baptist Church wanted to slander the funeral of the Sandy's massacre. But the fucking KKK decided to cock-block them with aid from the hactivist group Anonymous.

Or how Pastors are blaming the 'gays' for all the murders and climate control.

Civil wars, fighting, rapes, murders....man. I'm not there but I can feel it!

etc. The list goes ON!

I've been 'emotionally' exhausted. There just seems to be so SO much infighting. Environmental and Economic problems.

But....

I'm starting to see the blessing in just being 'alive'.

The fact of the matter is...I am lucky just to be who I am. You are lucky just to be you!

Sure we all wish we were someone else, or looked different, or wanted to feel differently at some point in our lives.

But it all came to me all of a sudden.

"I am Alive" and I have a chance to do something with myself.

No more trudging and living each day after day.

"Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us"

If the statistic in the Flash Animation are true, then I have something not to prove to others....but to prove to myself.

The only one to make proud is the one I see in the mirror.

It's time to live in the present!

We all have incredible potential just because we were born.


Comments

How inspirational!

I thought of something else we can feel good about regarding our "pain of awareness". It makes us better people. As in were lucky to be free of ignorance.. or more so fortunate to be what this pain has shaped us to be. With this knowledge, with this burden, with this pain, we become wise, we become helpful, insightful and strong people. More so than anyone who would choose to ignore the truth. Than anyone lives in a callus bubble of there own cowardus. To do, that I refuse, and for that I am stronger. Or will be :P

I guess that can be said for any pain though.

I've been thinking of redefining the word "illusion".. because everything seems to be an illusion. Or maybe reality?? I think what I mean.. is that if reality can't be seen.. than our illusions are our reality. idk man, lol I'm getting paranoid.. humans are so impressionable. I feel like I can never be sure of myself. My choice is ultimately to choose what makes an impression on me. To choose what molds me... o_o and if I molded by a certain thing, I'm more likely to be molded by another. Its as if in each direction there is a bated trap of control. "there is a war going on for your mind."

I commented on ur last post btw.. didn't mean to double post ^^;